I can’t stop thinking about this. I want to be completely masculine one day, and totally a babely lady the next. I’ve always been a queer one, but lately I’m particularly bothered. It also gives me extreme anxiety presenting myself as female sometimes. Like can’t leave the house anxiety. I don’t know how to talk about this. And I feel like I should be able to, because of this community I am apart of. I also keep blowing off all of my schoolwork to do research on the history of drag kings. I’ve reached an impasse.
